SAVAGE GARDEN!!! Akia you have def got me hooked....I am soo tired and soo in need of some thinking time...but man Love me.

It is truly sad, I have no time anymore. School is a blast/stress session. Gotta love it....Hey wait, I wan tto be a phsychiatrist...maybe I could teach myself how to deal wiht the stress....gwahahah.

Meh journals to me, are a=rather pointless.therefore if you are reading this you better not have something better to do. Seeing as though these are only ravings from an nearly exhausted mind.

Well well well, a thousand words...alot can be said ...then again...not enough could be said.

Anywyas off to the workd of dreams.....toodles.

Oh yes, the backstreet boys...dyyyiiingg.

I have realized how terrible they are lately...never actually listened to them before.

hmm skip over this part anyone who has nothing better to do then read this...

Bad day,
-5-6 hours of sleep
-bus slightly late
-half hour late being picked up
-folder blew open and blew my papers all over the yard at the school
-started to rain before my ride got there
-came home brother and mother were yelling at each other
-started big hissy fit at supper table
-now finishing a project


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I actually think my day was pretty interesting, I mean when do you really ever get to see your papers blowing across the lawn (yes I swore and ran after them) but it is just kindof a funny experience.
I am seriously convinced that the people of this world rejoice in disaster and get confused with anything but.

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Another good song

"Please" by Turn Off the Stars

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well it is rather funny to think that I have so much bloody homework and complain that I have no time when really I spend most of my time fooling around and eating and doing some pretty random stuff that doesn't need to be done.

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Amazing movie...

Across the Universe


If you haven't seen this you desperately need to.
Even if you don't like the beatles it is amazing, a bit strange, but still amazing.

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well I go to PEI next week...soo friggen excited.....I mean everyone else in teh orchestra seem sto not be as excited as I am so it si a bit strange. Maybe I don't get out enough...oh well, still friggen excited.


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anyways, nothing really else to say, nothing really to sya in the first place...

running low on sleep keeps my mind in a half-working state...it is funny.

Over-tired high....


Love you all
God Bless you all
I'll put out a general prayer for yoiu all

Toodles...

hmm song title "On Fire" by switchfoot. Loving it to death

well life is mellow.
exciting packed full of school friends and music with little time for writing which even though it isn't that great cheers me up a bit.

I honestly don't think these-journal entries- have any point at all...I mean serisouly. Who actually reads them?

My hands are chapped and hurt when coming in contact with water

Never go the dentist the day after you get your braces redone...hurts like....

So Does anybody ever really knwo themselves. can we ever really know for sure what or how we react to thigns...do we surprise ourselves?

Therefore we are all still mysteries to ourselves. I think it would be strange to find someone who knows exactly who they are.

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I was really tempted earlier today to just randomly surprise someone...didn't do it for the fact that the way I was htinking of doing it would have gotten myself in a bunch of crap.


Interesting notion though. Ever jsut really wanted to scare the crap out of someone. Not necessarily scare but surprise?

Man the way I think...I honestly don't get it?

I feel like a child..i am always wanting to ask questions but never actually do. Which sucks because you then spend the rest of your life regreting it and not knowing the answer to the question.

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Curiosity..hate it...and hate how it makes you feel all down and mellow cause you didn't satisfy it.

What is satisfaction? Happiness?

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well I am not technically drooling anymore but I was earlier...frozen mouth and all...dentist sucks...

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well and to seomthing no one cares about...what is the point of a relationship and do I really seem lonely?

So teenage boys have no brain.

You would think if you broke up with a guy 7 months ago they still wouldn't be pestering you right? Guess not.ARG!

Plus, people should be able t make up there minds for themselves. Shouldn't they? Guess not again.

People should understand that they don;t make anyone any happier by bugging people. GUess not again.


Ok well done complaining. It was a beautific day today. The worst class I have, fashion design, was actually quite enjoyable today. We talked about colour.

Did you know that they used to make pruple dye from snail mucous. It took about a thousand snails to make a gram of purple dye.
I pity those poor snails. Sniff sniff... oh well, snails around the world can breathe easy around the world now, your mucous is safe. All youhave to worry about is getting eaten. Just go hide under a rock or something. You will be safe, I will save you!

We should all love snails. They can't help being slower then hell, we should all pity them, they are such interesting creatures.

Haha, ok so this is so random and I'm not sure whether I imagined that or not, but I wrote it down for my notes in fashion design today, is it true, anyone no, or was i hullicinating? Meh either way, tis crazy. I absolutely Love it.

On a more sensible note, youknow the pestered emoticon is really rather amusing. See a purple guy jumps onthe blue guys head. HEHE lurve it. And love you all so cheer up cause there are so many new things we haven't learned or experienced yet, adn you never, the best is yet to come.

Ok, so I guess I am completely going to have a small hypocritical moment here.

I am somewhat against angst in a way but then again, I'm not.

I know it is annoying and well yeah I guess I have learned to deal with it so it doesn't bother me, but I can't speak for everyone around me.

I am terribly sorry and am warning you now, if you are a major Angst hater turn and run and never ever look at this.

So Exams suck, and Sorry but in some twisted sick way I actually like exams.

Today though was just really bad, I mean two exams in one day, and my two biggest ones. RGGG.

Ok so I feel more sorry for Akia and whoever doesn't get tomorrow off. She had the same exams as me and she has one tomorrow where I don't. Plus I love math which we both have on friday and well she doesn't, and well she really likes to prepare, And I think it is completely unfair that She has an exam tomorrow where as she has to stay adn has less time to prepare for math where as I get to stay home and be lazy. Man, whoever reads this give you condolences to Akia.

Pray for her, I cna only imagine how stressed she is.

Ok so back to angsty ness.

oh never mind I give up, I am tired and cold and bored, This is annoying so I'm just not going to go any further.